
Unexpected blessings sometimes come from strange circumstances. A few weeks ago I went to the doctor to hear the results from my annual bone density test. Again this year, the natural products I'm using brought a bit more bone growth; good news but not a surprise. During that visit the doctor discovered something on my liver that concerned him. The CT Scan a few days later did show a small cyst on the liver and an abnormality on the adrenal gland. What concerned him was the nodules in both lungs. That meant a trip to a special lab in Portland, not a great day for me. Prepared for the worst, I was elated when the doctor called the next morning to let me know the chances of cancer were so small as to be insignificant. What a blessing and from a circumstance I never would have expected. There is some infection and the possibility of TB which will have to be checked but knowing I don't have to have a serious talk with loved ones lifted a weight I didn't know I was carrying.
This recent situation reminded me, once again, that an important part of taking care of myself is being thankful for what I have. When things are moving at a steady pace with few or no snags in the way, being thankful and finding joy in the now can become habit with little meaning. Perhaps events like this are a wake up call and serve to pull me back to this second of this day instead of thinking about tomorrow or yesterday. Now, if I were a four footed animal, a dog or cat perhaps, living completely in the moment would not be a problem. That's what they do whether it is joyfully or sadly. Our dogs can go from sadness to happiness in less than a second. All it takes is some attention from their humans, a chew stick, a walk, or laying in front of the fire on a cold winter day. I need to live more like a dog or cat, sleeping when tired, eating when hungry, and jumping with joy when I see someone I love. What a great attitude!